This is a poem I wrote today during my devotional time. I figured I would post it. As you know the end of the race is coming, and there is no doubt a lot of questions you have about my journey. Its impossible to tell everything, but expect a blog about what I’ve learned here within the next week or two. Love you all! I hope you enjoy my journal/poem entry.
Alas
My clothes are tattered
My shoes are frail and my
Heart is simply displaced
I love the season
Despite the arrows it has
Thrown.
I have learned to love with
The fullest extent of grace and
Best of my heart’s ability.
I have learned to love
People
Despite their disfunction and
Shaken identities.
The autumn season
Barel rolled and
Shamelessly
Raged
Into the blizzard of
Merciless winters.
Plagued by sleepless nights and
Bottles of tears placed only on
Heavenly shelves.
Spotted consistently with
Long showers and
Countless prayers
Followed by
Desperate acts of faith.
I have alas come to the
Simple realization that
Life holds a lock and
We have the key into the
Infinite circle of mercy-filled
Opportunity.
I love this season,
Despite the snow that
Falls into my hair and
Frosts the tips of my fingers.
As I dance across the ice and
Run through the forrest
I have alas come to the
Profound revelation:
Love is evergreen
I am distraught.
I have been
Blessed beyond comprehendible
Words
To be a part of the
Magnificent journey that
I would call
Walking in freedom.
People healed
Chains broken
Debts canceled
Love lived
Lives changed
Hope revived
Dead
Raised to life and
Redemption found this
Race
That I have
Chosen to run has been
Blessing on blessing.
I have learned more than
Physically possible to
Remember.
Lesson on lesson have I been
Privileged to learn.
Live upon life have I been able
To be a part of…
But the snow is melting now.
My adopted family is grieved and
Ever tighter holding on to what
Even time is unable to keep.
Beneath my reflection in the
Eyes that lock onto mine,
I can see it.
The pain and regret,
The praise and relief,
The hope for the smallest
Promise
Whispered to them in a voice
That only faith and hope can
Trust.
The hearts of my brothers are
Heavy like anchors
Dragging across barren abyss.
We are grieved to be separate.
I am grieved to be apart.
These are my mother, father
Sisters, and brothers.
What have I now
That this
Raging yet beloved season of
Winter
Has come to an end, and the
Promise of the next is
So quickly approaching?
My family is being dispersed
My brothers scattered like seeds in the
Snow…
Promise.
I have promise and the
Hope of such promise. But
Alas
The moment has come where i must
Use it.
The hope of a promise and the
Key
Taped onto the back of an
Instruction manual with a
Title only legible by
Faith.
I must finish the race, because
Alas
The cannon is loaded for the next, and
Even though my clothes are
Tattered…
Even though my shoes are frail…
My heart although displaced is
Overflowing with
Pure,
Liquid gold
4 responses to “Incoming Ending/Upcoming Blog”
WOW.
So much growth!! Couldn’t be prouder of you
Wow, the depth of soul here! Praying for you as this season comes to a close and you look forward to what waits. Love you, bubba!!
I love this poem, Gabe!!! Keep running your race, young man!
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WOW.
So much growth!! Couldn’t be prouder of you
Wow, the depth of soul here! Praying for you as this season comes to a close and you look forward to what waits. Love you, bubba!!
I love this poem, Gabe!!! Keep running your race, young man!